Friday, March 02, 2007

Sick or not?

I think I am sick. Not physically sick but something's wrong with me.
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I am going to a baby-shower tomorrow and I am over-organizing it. I am not even supposed to be organizing, I was just invited! When I got the invite I quickly asked what the theme was, if there was a registry, if there were games ... I have all these ideas and I've pressured the organizer so much. I was harsh. With all my calls, emails, SMS, I could hear her say, get off my back please! But I can't help myself, I am sick.
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A friend sends me an email and I reply back with a novel. I over-analyze her message, I read between the lines and I itemize what she needs. After sending my reply, I read my sent message over and over again and I wait for a reply. I am sick.
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What is wrong with me ... am i sick? Or do I just miss work? Am I sick or do I just miss my hubby? Am I sick or am I odd?

2 comments:

che-ann said...

thank you meme, just knowing someone understands is a relief. ill call you soon.

myGloryBox said...

Hi cherry,
Reading and re-reading your SENT messages is absolutely normal. Because what you have written is like a journal. A snapshot of you and your thoughts.
I was like that when I stayed home for two years. I even kept all the emails i sent in an archive ...